Suicidal thoughts are always present,
they do not hide, instead they are covered
with deep interest and loved living.
When these are blown away or lost
suicide is uncovered and offers,
generously, itself as a release.
Informal recording of mental activity: Some of these thoughts reoccur in different forms and eventually coalesce into more formal writings, and some are more catharsis than exposition. (A.K.A. Extra Gravy)