During your morning routine you realize, in a fit of hyperbole, that everything has changed. Your significant difference, compared to your last backup of self impression, hits you as fresh insight. You will immediately ponder on causes, the why of it. You can save yourself time and make your first assumption that you are the cause of it. You can then immediately begin narrowing down the event or series of events, the when of it.
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
None of this activity changes the fact that you are different, have been for some time, and are just now becoming fully aware of it, but you probably can't help but go through the motions of explanation, so remember to assume you are the direct cause of changes to you.